I was so relieved when I learned this! I knew is was called and chosen to write, teach and maybe even preach - but it took some time for me not to constantly be trying to “make things happen.” Silly me! I needed to be obedient and faithful in what the Lord asked, but the outcome isn’t my responsibility. That’s true I’m SO many areas… like parenting.
I encourage you, don’t worry about how it will turn out. If God asked you to do it, then do it and let Him do what He will with it. That’s one of the reasons that I write here everyday… it’s not a burden to remember or to come up with something to say. Every morning I sit with my devotion time and then I write here - usually something random the Lord brings up and I hope it helps someone each day.