Do you trust the Lord completely? Or do you say you trust Him, but don’t want to wait and then handle things yourself - your way? Maybe sometimes you do and sometimes you get impatient? None of us gets it right every time, but the more we trust and listen, the deeper our roots will grow so we can be like the tree in this verse from Jeremiah:
When heated issues comes and your back is against the wall, you won’t be afraid. You’ll remain confident in the Lord.
You will always be green and growing in the Lord instead of withering and dying.
When times are tough, god will provide for your needs.
And, no matter what you’ll be bearing fruit both in the natural and the physical.