You aren’t just a small thing to God. You are important to Him - so important that He cares about what you care about and feels the pain you feel, and the joy too. He is WITH you, not just watching from afar.
I encourage you today, walk in the confidence that you’re not alone. Walk in the purpose God prepared for you knowing that He not only equipped you for it, He has anointed you for it to. You are a chosen and loved child of God!